I’m locked in this dark cold room, only a shadow on the wall to be seen. I am all alone,I am trapped….all I can hear is my breath echo off the walls of this enclosed area. I would cry and scream but… Who would hear my pain? Who would help? There is no one there to free me from my despair….

I’m locked in this dark cold room, only a shadow on the wall to be seen. I am all alone,I am trapped….all I can hear is my breath echo off the walls of this enclosed area. I would cry and scream but… Who would hear my pain? Who would help? There is no one there to free me from my despair….

My days and night are as a twisted cycle that forever to continue. Just like an angel chained to a rock to accept her faith. Freedom and happiness ripped from her as she now limited to where to spread her wings, thou she can not fly but still feel the breeze of the wind whip at her like a knife, cutting the flesh to heal over to leave only emotional scars.

My days and night are as a twisted cycle that forever to continue. Just like an angel chained to a rock to accept her faith. Freedom and happiness ripped from her as she now limited to where to spread her wings, thou she can not fly but still feel the breeze of the wind whip at her like a knife, cutting the flesh to heal over to leave only emotional scars.

I keep boiling and boiling the more jealousy builds, will it take over? Will I lose all I’ve loved ? She can’t love my girl, she just can’t!!! She belongs to me and only me. Bitch back off!!! Just because your there and I’m here doesn’t mean that I can’t make my girl happy!!!

I am all alone,i wish i could get rid of all this depression and pain but it feels like a endless cycle. every day is the same thing just more pain and suffering i wish i could have a life when i am not worrying my girlfriend about what i will do to myself today and if i will cause myself anymore pain or will i stop my breathing.

i have a great girlfriend but i fear one day, she wont be able to tolerate me and my depressive episodes and will walk out of my life like everyone else that has said that they care about me and promised to always be there for me when i needed someone. she is my world my life, without her i believe i would of stoped breathing as ive wish so many times to stop the suffering for good.

I am all alone,i wish i could get rid of all this depression and pain but it feels like a endless cycle. every day is the same thing just more pain and suffering i wish i could have a life when i am not worrying my girlfriend about what i will do to myself today and if i will cause myself anymore pain or will i stop my breathing.

i have a great girlfriend but i fear one day, she wont be able to tolerate me and my depressive episodes and will walk out of my life like everyone else that has said that they care about me and promised to always be there for me when i needed someone. she is my world my life, without her i believe i would of stoped breathing as ive wish so many times to stop the suffering for good.