I keep boiling and boiling the more jealousy builds, will it take over? Will I lose all I’ve loved ? She can’t love my girl, she just can’t!!! She belongs to me and only me. Bitch back off!!! Just because your there and I’m here doesn’t mean that I can’t make my girl happy!!!
i feel as though my whole world is beginning to crumble all around me, all i feel is emptiness as those that were once around me slowly drift away as who would want a pathetic girl like myself. twisted into a viscous tornado being judge every moment of my life about my sexual orientation and there assumption that i fake my depression for attention. That i dont for several years ive fought to find who i am and beeing hated and laughed at for all of it. Now every moment of my life i wish for my end to come to save me from the pain and suffering i wake up every morning to feel. what is my purpose of life? everyday i fake a smile and say ” im ok” or ” im fine” when really im not im falling apart at the seams. There will come a day when i wont wake up in the morning and those who judged me might feel what they have done.